take this away....

kiss_me_hardx @ 2008-03-05T15:39:00

2008-03-05T23:38:06Z

man all i do is work school looking for abother job and looking for a school to go to lol
o man

kiss_me_hardx @ 2007-12-13T18:35:00

2007-12-14T02:36:29Z

im so happy!
work, my car on monday is going to be able to be driveable, and school..
finally

damn!

2007-08-13T04:14:02Z

i havent been on here for a long time
so i think im going to get going on this again
fuck i remmeber when EVERYONE used to have one
now its myspace..
i miss hanging out with the old friends..
so i start school again tomorrow im kinda excited
but then again i feel stressed about it
but give me some loves
i need it

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-10-29T10:08:00

2006-10-29T18:07:14Z

man alright boys suck
espeacailly
jaun
chris w
and vic
anr so on
hdfsgjlhsd
ghgkfds
ghsd
aghdsfghds
f
what can i do
just say fuck it
and drink to it

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-10-11T20:02:00

2006-10-11T20:03:45Z

so
the news
is
that im going to stop drinking for a little while maybe
and i hate boys
they seem to like to go
back to there ex girlfrinds
ALL OF THEM

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-10-08T23:47:00

2006-10-09T06:48:21Z

man i hate this
fucking
juan
playing games
i guess
still over hewre at g muns muns house being drunk
whats new right?
man i like juan alot

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-10-05T15:15:00

2006-10-05T22:15:57Z

hanfing ovber here at g mun muns housew
drinking and getting high
man i lvoe this shit

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-09-13T10:55:00

2006-09-13T17:56:42Z

mandie
i dont want you to stop talking to me because of whats
going on between vic and i
o still want to hang out
with y ou
..............

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-09-07T13:31:00

2006-09-07T20:32:25Z

so im starting to love mandie!!!
djfha
haha
we need to hangout tonight
and mandie when the boys go to great americ or where ver they are going you and i need
to do something!

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-08-27T20:15:00

2006-08-28T03:20:32Z

_{^{school started and on top of that i work
its pretty exuasting
but the thing is is that i ahve been happy the last couple of days
getting a car sioon which i cant wait
man this year is going to be tough
i have to get 128 credits this year in order to graduate in my year
it over whelming but i am going to TRY}}

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-07-25T09:21:00

2006-07-25T16:27:04Z

these are pictures from my birthday last year

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-07-25T09:12:00

2006-07-25T16:18:38Z

so i start school soon
my 18th birthday
is coming on dec 6

on the other note i am sooooo fucking sun burnt
it hurts like hell
i went camping over the weekend ill get pictures later
it was between 110 and 120 the two days and two nights hat we were there
no one couldnt even sleep is was to god
dMN hot
i HATE the heat
the sun is my fucking worst
enemy
i cant wait tell winter

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-07-02T14:19:00

2006-07-02T21:05:02Z

im workin now..

i miss the days back when

2006-06-01T17:00:23Z

liseth made me realize how happy i was before everything statred happening
haha
good times
i miss him
bad decison to make back in the day
i regret it nowbut life is full of decisons
right?
but how do you know which is right or wrong?
how do you decide which one to choose?

so many questions i want to ask

when things go wrong

2006-05-24T15:18:27Z

so lastnight was drama
i couldnt believe what was happening
im stuck in the middle
dont you likke it?
well i dont and im sick of it
both of you need to sit down annd chat about it or something cause i no longer wabt to be apart of it
its to stresssing
panic attack?
yes two days ago caause of all this
imm fed up of it
i know you love me and i know he loves me to
this isnt just to you
you know who you are
..

by the way
calll me so we can hangout
anyone?

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-05-11T15:49:00

2006-05-11T15:52:37Z

my llife is hell itself but i little bit of heaven..

i want to run away
come?

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-05-06T23:09:00

2006-05-07T06:13:29Z

well today i got to see my lil sister for the first time in what ages..
and now im here at my other sisiters house in stockton babysitting but drinking at the same time
haha
well the kids are aslep
anyways
im tired and buzzed
so im thinking about going to sleep real soon here
but the thing is dont tell anyone about what im writng
about cause i dot want it to slip out onto the wrong person
eek
love you all

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-04-27T16:07:00

2006-04-27T16:15:17Z

so just to let all of you know i dont have a cell phone right now so if you want to
get a hold of me call my house 836 8827
my lovely boyfriend of mine was in a really bad mood and decided
to snap it in half..
so im off of the depression medicine
it started making me halle sick so i decided to quit
now im staarting to feel hella better
just really dizzy and light headed at times well most of the time
but i can tell im getting better..
im going to be in a wedding this ssaturday
ill take pictures
its cinderella themed and i have to wear a baby blue dress with baby blue
eyeshadow and my hair will be pulled back into a bun
and with no pirecings
so ill take pictures so i can show you what i will look like..
can you picture that?...whoa..

HEY fuckers

2006-02-16T03:55:21Z

so balentines day was interesting at the very end we got into another argument like every other day but i still love that bastard..
so i havent been up to much just been chillin with MY girl no one elses i dont want to share but i have to with ducky but i dont mind
so chris asked me to marry him exciting? ... all i can say is WOW!
i miss you aaron!
fjhfjsa;
fjksal;
fsjdkal
fhsdaj
well i got to go
leave me comments please then i will comment you back on yours lol
i want to feel loved here and there!

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-01-24T16:07:00

2006-01-24T16:07:30Z

so today is the 24th of jan.
im so tired!
sleep sounds so good to me
tell me what you think of me
honestly

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-01-20T15:57:00

2006-01-20T16:04:01Z

tonight is going to e a surprise for all of you
a little lease expected from me
its all going to happen at nicks
just wait
its because of you
im doing this

on the other hand things just have been a little wierd i guess things arent the same but you know things change..im thinking about dying my hair back to black or im thinking red or something..

just 10 more months and im outta here
chris and i are going to move outta this city..
i love you..
speaking of which things between us have been a little wierd not a little lets say ALOT im getting a headache from all of it
im getting the idea were not going to be together for that much longer..
gjksdgkhgjdh;
but i hope we will get through this..

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-01-11T15:59:00

2006-01-11T16:00:46Z

my babe!
i love you...
shocked? i know i am

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-01-09T18:09:00

2006-01-09T18:19:18Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEENIE!!!!
I LOVES YOU!

this weekend was fun especially since my baby girl is moving back home to me..
so someone said something to me in which im scared about and dont know what to believe
one minute i believe and the next minute i dont
its hard to say that especially knowing that one day it will end
and another heartache will come back again
he said those words
in which
i only heard twice before
how do i react?
what should i do?
i think about it but when it comes down to it,its the exact same thing that im not trying to think it is..
over thinker ....yes i am
but everyone else thinks the exact same thing i think of
i want to be happy like i used to be in relationships
i want to give my heart away to him...
but stupid other fuckers had to ruin it..
its so fucking hard
and im so scared
gsjhgjskhghsg n buyrtsdngskjlvhnisdvklyvns
i want to say i love you to
but my lips cant seem to form the words
so fuck the saying
and everything to do with it...

kiss_me_hardx @ 2006-01-05T16:04:00

2006-01-05T16:06:04Z

my hair is no longer blonde
im so happy
i havent felt this way in a long time
and im so fucking scared but at the same time i love it
but the thing is i think .......i think i wont say.
i told myself i would never let it happen again
but it is
i want to push him away
but i cant
i dont want to feel this way but i do
i wouldnt be able to handle another heart ache
im serious i really WOULD NOT be able to handle it
but i guess well see and find out
sooner or later
IM SO SCARED

kiss_me_hardx @ 2005-12-14T15:53:00

2005-12-14T16:02:40Z

so all i want to do at this moment is leave this town
and leave everything behind..
start new
the wife and i are going to be looking for apartments and im going to look for a job
its crazy when you think about only have one year left of just fucking around
and not worrying about responsibilities..

on the other note

things are fine between us
but ive been just thinking alot
i dont like the feeling that i get when
i feel as if someone doesnt want us together and gets mad
or upset when its just you and me
but whatever
today is my teachers 46 birthday
and were celebrating it today